User:Sanantananda

Thank you.... Really hope this is real this time....   I just hope and pray that, well that  i can just have a decent life. Make enough to live well where i can really get out and meet people, help people... so it will be up to me to find a way to earn my keep...  I've prayed for death for years now, and i not saying that to say  "look at me",  serious....  I'm meant for some thing better...   I just don't know what that could possibly be here in this life time,  I don't care, Life is too short and life takes you to some pretty interesting places...  One creates their own misery...  I was happy,  in prison....  now i stressed....  How the hell am I gonna pay ellie all the rent i owe, what about murry? my brakes are grinding metal to metal and i don't have a cent to my name... I just had to let go and let God....  I need all the blessings i can get...   Thank you, a Demon is off my back,  and no Im not a evil version of SRI Kalki,  Im the one that needs to learn to love           ....

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